18th July 09

Hello ... when to heritagefest for my badge, played a game something like amazing race. we took a first glance on the map and nothing came to our mind ^^ haha surprise that we manage finish quite a number of checkpoint ^^ not a successful trip due to some reasons and today was one of my worst day >< not gonna say it XD hehehe ... thats for all ! ^^

18july 09

Yo ! yesterday when out with kristine clique to celebrate jasmine birthday ^^ come to think of it hmm.... my first time going out with them after knowing them for one year ^^ when to watch harrypotter but don't really understand >< when to dinner after that at sumo house and they were like laughing all the way through the whole dinner ? lol ... don't really know what they laughing about but i know something to do with chicken ? o.o haha seperate ways home ... took taxi with eileen and drop off at hougang sec gate .....and when home after that ? haha

13th july 09

Come to think of it .... the feeling is back again ! i'm being left out again ! I don't understand why am i feeling this way only .... suffering in my own world ! HATE IT ! I missed the old times we had together, it was like 100 times better than now ..... Sometimes life sucks to the core ! torturing me like their toy !

8th July 2009

BLOODY HELL ... ! you are seriously making me hate you ! so what if you are my mother ..... if you dont even repect me as a son why do i have to respect you as a mother ! YOU ARE FUCKING PISSING ME OFF !

19th June 2009

Wow ! yesterday was like damn fun luh ^^ amazing race is so cool ! we run here and there and everywhere ! XD the place was like damn nice, the time i enjoy most i after the race with my squad watching the river ^^ the time the i will not forget and yesterday was also the time i stay out so late ^^ really i am very happy althought with only 5 of my squadmates ^^ plus alden stay over my house with his accompany. Today the stupid alden wake me up so early >< day ="D">

14th June 09

I feel that alden i right .... its been a long time since our squad went out together and right posting this blog i am crying ....... pouring everything unhappy here .... remembering last year we went out having lots of fun and now not even once and most of the times i feel that i have no space to breath inside me

13th June 2009

yo ! i was super happy after seeing this phrase in this sms 'we are not exactly wrong' cuz the proposasl we did was good after all ^^ just need to change afew stuff and its DONE ! weee .........! After that i went for a movie show called Ghost TBA and it was not exactly a scary movie , in fact i was funny and touching ^^ but the whole trip there i did not talk much as i'm not really close to my bro gf =X anyway just came home and started blogging . thatfor the day =D nites !

8th june 09

wow ... its been 3 days i never post =X ... you know something ? i actually fell down the fucking bed, i hit my hip and could not move for a few mins..... it was like super pain lor T.T having trouble walking plus i need go course (x.x) . For the dumb course, it was like uber boring that i actually fell asleep for a few min, i did not pay attention but drawing lame stuff to kill time and by eating sweet to keep myself awake ...... Tmr the course die die also cannot sleep cuz if kana caught will not get promoted ... haix =( damn tired ..... that for today ^^ nites

2nd June 2009

Here am i posting another post. Hmmm .... today was quite a busy day as i woke up 8.30 am to do housework like washing & hanging of clothes, fold my clothes and vaccum & mop the floor. After that i went back to sch for extra lesson and it was like a brain killing lesson -.- while i'm on my way home, my mums 'boyfriend' sms and ask me to the book fair and i agreed ...... meet my mum at city hall station and when for dinner , i told her my results and got an GOOD nag from her and after that both of them said i'm too laid back and no have confidence so i started thinking and ask myself , keeping quite ...... sometimes i feel like crying as i put effort in my studies ( not 100%) X) still dont get the standard my mum wanted ...... i really dun know what to do ...-.-

1th june 2009

Hello ! first time creating blog so today shall be my blog birthday ? XD hmmm .... nothing much today ... rotting at home, stuck infront of the computer and nothing ... -.- very boring day ..... did quite badly for my MYE which brings me worry cuz my mum will nag -.- sian plus parent-meeting is on 5 june ! OMG X( ..... i wanna relax ... i wanna go out with friend better than stuck at home . BYE !